I will talk about my life, and the different bumps in the road, that created sadness, but God's joy never left us. The time when we found out my husband was unable to work after two years in our new house. We had to go through the heartaches of poverty and loneliness, as we struggle to keep our house. Through Christ love and faith we pulled through. The time when my son had 12 surgeries in three months, that is when we saw God work in amazing ways. Through the pain of losing my mom, I used that grief to start the RAIN foundation to help children connect with horses. Grief can drive a person to help others.